9 months pregnancy

it's been such a long time this blog never get updated.

around 9 months i guess.

no choice, the tiredness and the matter of time arrangement.

i traveled everyday to school from Desa Petaling to Bandar Sri Damansara within this 9months,

stucked in traffic jam everyday after school, unfinished school stuffs, distance of travelling...

especially the stress which i nearly couldnt get rid of.

some say the distance is the main cause i delivered earlier than the actual date.

dont wanna think about it, most important is my baby now safe and healthy. Alhamdulillah!

9 months, it past so fast.

one thing i couldnt expect is the sudden deliver!haha!

last year in 2012 i was still busy for my wedding stuff but today...

hehe! syukur! Allah ease all my ways! :')

perut sudah mengempis!
flashing back those days, i miss the moment baby kicking inside my tummy.
it was so touch and the feeling was just so wonderful! 

feel like crying every time when looking at the scanned film month by month.

it is a baby. subhanallah!

Kemudian Kami ciptakan air benih itu menjadi sebuku darah beku. lalu Kami ciptakan darah beku itu menjadi seketul daging; kemudian Kami ciptakan daging itu menjadi beberapa tulang; kemudian Kami balut tulang-tulang itu dengan daging. setelah sempurna kejadian itu Kami bentuk dia menjadi makhluk yang lain sifat keadaannya. maka nyatalah kelebihan dan ketinggian Allah sebaik-baik Pencipta. (Al-Mukminuun : 14)

beloved hubby staying in Penang to complete his final year studies,
i'm so grateful that everything went so smooth during the pregnancy
though sometimes i'm worried too, how if my car broke down in the highway while i'm staying alone in kl? how if i had contraction while in traffic jam?

keep telling myself and baby: Allah always with us! inshaAllah everything will be ok.
hubby worry, parents worry, family in law worry..even my colleague also worry...
kalau diri-sendiri pun tak tabah, cane nak hadapi semua ni, cane nk confidenkan baby!?

gelaran ibu mengandung dah tamat.

and it will always be the best memories for me!

for the first time :)

i'm a mommy now!

when my friends ask, would u consider for the 2nd baby...
my answer is: SURE, OF COURSE! IT IS JUST SO WONDERFUL =)

i'm pregnant!

Ramai yang terkejut and excited bila mendapat berita yang saya sudah mengandung

At the same time, saya juga sangat terkejut sampai blank.@@!

haha! bukan sbb apa... memang me n husband planning for baby

but it comes so fast n furious.

rezeki Allah. Alhamdulillah!!!

how it happened?

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kami kahwin x sampai sebulan and i started to feel something wrong.

example:

1) i can feel i'm shaking left n right everytime bangun sujud/walking

2) tired and dizzy (or maybe i'm lazy?) hehe

3) naik flight g honeymoon seriously not feeling well (b4 this ok je)

4) susah bernafas

5) period x dtg right after get married

6) instinct of a mother, i have a baby inside.

When i first told my husband that i might be pregnant, he was super duper excited like a small kid get his sweets. haha!

Then, we bought pregnancy test and the result was super blur, 

kabur sangat sampai x jelas 2nd line tu. 

Hmm, a little bit disappointed but my husband said:

dia yakin, yakin saya dah pregnant.
risau gak sbb dia yakin sgt, ti kecewa plak. huhu~

i insist to check and scan for confirmation in clinic,

but it's too early, scan pun x nampak pape, bazir je~

just like i went to klinik kesihatan putrajaya, nurse pun x bg scan sbb dia confirm x akn nampak pape...haih!

"doktor, confirm x saya mengandung? berapa minggu da?"

"ye puan, x silap lebih kurang 6minggu."

"6minggu? biar betul, saya kahwin x sampai sebulan lah!"

"puan, kita kena kira dari last period iaitu sblm puan kahwin tu."

"har? betul ke?ade ke kira mcmtu?baik scan confirm dlu."

"x boleh lah puan, awal lg...mmg kira mcmtu puan (air muka berubah)"

(bukan x nk percaya, tp sbb y check tu hanya nurse bkn doktor, susah nk caya professionality dia. Balik marah2, bila on9 search bru tau nurse tu sbnrnya betul. sorry lah eh! =P)

last2, nurse pun x bgtau exactly saya da mengandung,

plus,saya x caye kiraan nurse. 

So, bertambah kecewa, cm xade je dlm perut ni.
balik rumah bila mak mertua tanya, x berani nk jwb gak...sbb takot sume org kecewa~

Lastly, xmau lah pkr byk....apa kata g enjoy honeymoon dlu!? hehe

During the time in Bali, everything goes smoothly 

until we passby M Mart (7-11 in M'sia)

Sbb duit rupiah kn, everything murah, haha! 

So we plan to buy another pregnancy test at here. (jimat!)

TADA!

Alhamdulillah!! x sabar nak balik Malaysia and hv checkup.

Husband pun excited terus Tango call family mertua. haha!

at least.... the 2nd line very obvious!!

Indirectly, this is a 3 person honeymoon trip! :D

Back to putrajaya, i had my 1st check up at private clinic,

and this is what i got :::

yes... this is our baby, inshaAllah!!!

Rasa nk nanges bile doktor scan, terharu esp when i saw the baby is moving,kicking, waving hands like saying 'hi,mommy' !!
and i can see obviously his heartbeat!!dupp dupp dupp!
i asked doktor a stupid question: kenapa jantung dia kt luar!??"
haha, sbb baby ni belum completely bentuk lg lah!
(tp seriously rugi sbb the papa cant see this himself! huhu!)

Well, husband said this is what Malay called 'Bunting pelamin'

oooh, whatever lah...i only know this is the biggest rezeki.

heee~

entering the 2nd stage of life, hope everything goes smoothly.

doa2!!!!!

inshaAllah!!